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Ciaran O'Donnell's avatar

So so so true. I stopped saying 'should' back in 2008, before kids anyway. It's on a blacklist. Maybe this is a reason I've no (time for thinking about) regrets.

You write about it so beautifully.

I do love to suggest or interupt with 'could' whenever someone says they should do something and I can sense they it's grating. They often repeat the sentence with 'could' and it feels sooooo much better to them and me listening.

I dont feel any regret when I think back with could. I mean, I could have climbed Denali (a mountain Alaska), but didn't.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

You're way ahead of me, Ciaran! I'm intrigued as to why and how you stopped saying 'should' and the specificity of the date. I'd love to hear that story.

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Michelle Spencer (she/her)'s avatar

A beautiful reminder, Bernadette. I find the ‘shoulds’ come more and more insistent where we feel responsible but also that we lack agency. Our ‘shouldee’ can be influenced but not controlled. No wonder ageing parents, children and creativity are so often the targets of should.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

It strikes me that you'd have given up on the 'shoulds' a long time ago, Michelle.

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Michelle Spencer (she/her)'s avatar

If only! I need constant reminders, they sneak back in so so easily…

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Kellie O'Connor's avatar

Beautiful reminder it’s not just our writing that calls us to we carefully choose our words.

What we say and how we say it matters very much.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

Agreed, Kelly. And often what we say to ourselves.

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Kellie O'Connor's avatar

Exactly!

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Katy Dalgleish's avatar

Thanks for reminding us to intentionally choose words that give others grace and agency. Your words continue to inspire me. Thank you

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

I'm so glad you're here, Katy. I will never forget your workshop story.

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Katy Dalgleish's avatar

So happy to see you here. I will never forget the important lessons about stories that I learned from you. I’m putting all of it to very good use in my Substack.

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Richard Merrick's avatar

A quietly powerful thought. It linked to something Sue Heatherinfon wrote this morning:

https://mailchi.mp/bbe81fcfdc66/what-if-words-are-like-water?e=66f01aede9

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

Have you found a way to harness the power of your words, Richard?

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Richard Merrick's avatar

Great question. Stumbling my way to understanding what lies beneath the words i use that are easy to take for granted :-)

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Liz Hudson's avatar

Wise words Bernadette! I am really enjoying your 'stack', both for the perfect portions in terms of size and also your beautiful wisdom on the important things. One twist on 'should' that I like is 'get to': I get to cook dinner, I get to work on a copy-edit, I get to pull weeds. It gives me the push into gratitude that I often need.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

Oh, I love that re-frame, Liz. I'll try that too!

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lee davy's avatar

There was a time when I would argue that 'words' were unimportant. I've changed that view over time. Liza pulls me up when I say 'should' in conversation with my daughter, Zia. I do this when I am largely unconscious.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

You're a great dad, Lee.

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lee davy's avatar

Thanks, B.

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Dale Murphy's avatar

So many shoulds …

Well written, thank you for the reminder of better ways of thinking.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

Thanks for being here, Dale.

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Sally Piracha's avatar

I’m forwarding this to a few special people in my life.

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Bernadette Jiwa's avatar

Thanks for being here, Sally. I'm glad this post resonated with you. I hope it helps.

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